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-:date: 2012-06-11 10:55
-:author: 3.1415926535897932384626433832795028841971693993751058
-:category: pi
-:slug: trapped-in-between
-:status: published
-
-| There is a need in us. It's a constant thriving to fulfill our goals
- and be happy. As we can feel it unite us, it's actually a drifting
- apart. The greatest conversation starter and killer. Our dreams are
- like galaxies in a chaotic universe within ourselves. Some bigger,
- some smaller.
-| I think this is a good thing to maintain. After all, I like looking up
- and see not a handful but a trillion of stars. This huge variety is
- simply a beautiful thing to look at, or something that will scare you
- into believing that you're insignificant and small.
-| Like the need for this conversation with myself I have several similar
- other ones of urgence and importance. They pull me apart. They trap me
- inside. They make me want to invest and they make me want to hide.
-| Sometimes I want a single guiding star that will lead me leading
- myself. They are too many. I'm trapped in between miraculously
- blinking galaxies and it feels like they are drifting apart the more I
- invest, but freezing is no option, it's certain death.
-| I feel that each time I really want to work out something, another
- dream has got to die and the need to choose makes me unhappy and
- unfree. They are too many and sometimes it's like a curse having
- strong ones. I wish it was only two personas, like Hesse describes his
- fragmentation in "Steppenwolf", but it's not as easy as that (as he
- states correctly at the end of the book). Still you want to preserve
- your ability to smile.
-| So, I walk the streets. Flooded with even more dreams. Strong ones,
- weak ones. Some that make you laugh, some that make you cry and I feel
- free again. Not because I found a solution, but because I can see that
- it's not just me. Long lost dreams reemerge into what I want to be.
- New ones might not seem as clear as they used to be. It's good to let
- them rest, but not for too long. They will be coming back after all,
- as a long awaited epiphany or to haunt me.
-| I want to be more than the thriving. I want to be a cluster of stars
- bridging the gap. For me, for others. In the end, you and me are
- interchangeable.
-
-