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diff --git a/content/trapped-in-between.rst b/content/trapped-in-between.rst deleted file mode 100644 index b4dd182..0000000 --- a/content/trapped-in-between.rst +++ /dev/null @@ -1,43 +0,0 @@ -Trapped in between -################## -:date: 2012-06-11 10:55 -:author: 3.1415926535897932384626433832795028841971693993751058 -:category: pi -:slug: trapped-in-between -:status: published - -| There is a need in us. It's a constant thriving to fulfill our goals - and be happy. As we can feel it unite us, it's actually a drifting - apart. The greatest conversation starter and killer. Our dreams are - like galaxies in a chaotic universe within ourselves. Some bigger, - some smaller. -| I think this is a good thing to maintain. After all, I like looking up - and see not a handful but a trillion of stars. This huge variety is - simply a beautiful thing to look at, or something that will scare you - into believing that you're insignificant and small. -| Like the need for this conversation with myself I have several similar - other ones of urgence and importance. They pull me apart. They trap me - inside. They make me want to invest and they make me want to hide. -| Sometimes I want a single guiding star that will lead me leading - myself. They are too many. I'm trapped in between miraculously - blinking galaxies and it feels like they are drifting apart the more I - invest, but freezing is no option, it's certain death. -| I feel that each time I really want to work out something, another - dream has got to die and the need to choose makes me unhappy and - unfree. They are too many and sometimes it's like a curse having - strong ones. I wish it was only two personas, like Hesse describes his - fragmentation in "Steppenwolf", but it's not as easy as that (as he - states correctly at the end of the book). Still you want to preserve - your ability to smile. -| So, I walk the streets. Flooded with even more dreams. Strong ones, - weak ones. Some that make you laugh, some that make you cry and I feel - free again. Not because I found a solution, but because I can see that - it's not just me. Long lost dreams reemerge into what I want to be. - New ones might not seem as clear as they used to be. It's good to let - them rest, but not for too long. They will be coming back after all, - as a long awaited epiphany or to haunt me. -| I want to be more than the thriving. I want to be a cluster of stars - bridging the gap. For me, for others. In the end, you and me are - interchangeable. - - |