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diff --git a/content/you-and-i.rst b/content/you-and-i.rst deleted file mode 100644 index 33b5bdb..0000000 --- a/content/you-and-i.rst +++ /dev/null @@ -1,79 +0,0 @@ -You and I -######### -:date: 2012-05-27 00:00 -:author: 2.7182818284590452353602874713526624977572470936999595 -:category: e -:slug: you-and-i -:status: published - -.. raw:: html - - <div> - -We are one,You and I. Minuscule fragments of the same entity. The same -heaving, puffing, fire breathing, giant if you will. Or perhaps a -translucent haze of a being, that floats and rolls over the sands like a -thick eddy of smoke; folding in on itself, falling ;convalescing. Bear -with me and picture this creature. It could be a simple organism or an -inanimate substance without life if you please. It isn't important that -you see it clearly, or understand it. However you might paint this being -in your head, paint it with a mind. Not necessarily a mind as in a -brain, an organ that enables and coordinates functioning, but perhaps -resembling the essence of the word 'spirit' but capable of thought and -emotions, chemical reactions of the mind. Call it our consciousness(if -you must) or by any other handle, but know that it is alone. Not alone -as in separated from another but as the word 'alone' literally meant, -'all ana'; wholly one. Do you see it? Or perhaps its a person, and you -see a him or a her or another form and state altogether. As you see it -take shape, allow it to think or perhaps thoughts just come and go, -voiced even, in an internal voice very similar to our very own, not -unlike when we are alone and talk to ourself. A conversation of sorts -with ourselves. Inside of us but midst two persons. One asks or suggests -and the other answers, agrees, responds. Almost as though it was two -different personalities, perhaps even contradicting each other at times, -gently, perhaps sternly. And as these two personalities spoke or think -aloud within this being, they find form and definition. They could -contradict the other and(or) perhaps complement the other. And as these -personalities arise and become stronger and more and more defined they -might have their own sense of logic. Thinking for themselves now. With -themselves now. And so they spawn more in their likeness but detaching -from themselves every time they multiply. There is a mathematics to it, -a game of probability within this. A pattern that evolves and forms a -code that creates boundaries and rules for this process. The Spawns turn -out to be very similar to each other, their logic based on very similar -rules and definitions. But sometimes their personalities are polar and -sometimes they are analogous. And they've multiplied over eons since -'eos' (greek for 'dawn'). But as they've multiplied they have gotten -fragmented, detached from each other. The smallest variance draws them -apart, perhaps their rigid identities get threatened, become exclusive -and perhaps they neglect that they both exist simultaneously and are -true. Perhaps there is no true and false, right and wrong. Perhaps there -is just 'separated'. And here we are today after eons again, as beings. -Defined in form and function by the rules and boundaries that our -'elders' thought up and forged by the environment they created. Living -in this fantasy, this illusion of truth and reality, while nothing -really 'is'. We sit here now, alone again. But this time, the meaning of -the word has changed. This time 'alone' means isolated. But the process -hasn't stopped, we still think and react to our environment and in the -process form personas within ourselves, personalities defined by thought -and our reactions to the environment and this environment has changed in -our short existence, newer psyches form. And, slowly these psyches -become exclusive. They contradict each other. They have their own voice -and reason. These are split personalities, yes. But, don't look at them -as they have come to be defined within psychology and perhaps with fear. -But as deviations from a former self and identity as a reaction to a -change in our environment. This constant flux allows you a different -voice a different identity. And if and when these environments collide, -so do these identities. There is a crisis of sorts as we helplessly -rummage through all these various voices, some strong, some weak. Some -voices are abrasive, driven from insecurity and discontent. Some -helpless and fatigued. And as we stalk them to find the right one of -them, we neglect all identities are real. Their summation is our nature. -This nature of ours is perhaps what our true voice if there is one is -inspired from. This voice is what I'm looking for. And as I pursue this -voice, my voice; and search for my true identity my closest average or -the best summation; I hope I find you. I hope I find 'us'. xx - -.. raw:: html - - </div> |